To all the freshmen , sophomores , and juniors .. Here's a little taste of REALITY
Yeah , you guys look at us seniors like we're having the best time of our lives since we're almost finish. But honestly guys , it's not all fun , games and relaxation.
For starters , if you don't have all your regents out the way by January of your senior year , your stress will be 1000000x worse than mines. I'm blessed to have completed all my regents. But just when i thought I can chill and relax for the year all the problems get thrown in my face...
Trying to get everything together for prom is where the stress comes in , especially with parents like mine .
It all started with the limo , it was supposed to be 10 people in total for my limo , 250 per person due to the little amount and the tips and toll for the driver. My dad put me in charge , when it should've been him doing that because for one I'm a teenager and I'm telling other teens about all of this depending on them to tell there parents. Nine times out of ten , they're going to forget , say the wrong things and etc. My dad is like I'm trying to teach you responsibility and whatever . But honestly right now isn't the time to teach me RESPONSIBILITY ! It's time to get this together so when June 4th comes we won't have problems. As it got closer and closer for the money to be due , everyone backs out except for 2 people. SO that leaves my parents to cover that money that those people didn't pay. And who gets blamed ..... THAT'S RIGHT , ME !!!.
Senior Year isn't the time for relationships neither.
Me and my boyfriend has been together for almost a year now . And now out of all times , we're facing problems. Between my horrible attitude and his horrible attitude. Everything is just going downhill at the wrong time , with all of this going on. I think it's like now that we're deeper in the relationship our REAL PROBLEMS come out. Our attitudes as mentioned before. I have like one of THE WORST attitudes ever , and I'm BIPOLAR so they say . So I guess he's not really use to that and makes him mad. So we argue about it until my mood changes or I'll just stay quiet for the rest of the day :( ( yeah I'm a hard girl to deal with). So yeah honestly , if you have all of this going on for senior year , this is definitely not the time to try to cope with a relationship.
So yes I must admit , I'm stressed out with my life right now. So stressed that I'm breaking out . And the bad part about that is my prom is next week and I have ugly pimples on my face :(
But I'm managing , things are definitely getting a little better since it's the ending of May. Prom is Next week .. SO after that , we'll just wait on graduation and once that's over, than I really get the chance to
